seriously? when?
so so sick and tired of illness - cancer - sick to death of it! that sounds so flipping ironic. i'm supposed to be writing (or WANT to be writing) a post on RAK - random acts of kindness. i can't even think straight. am having a very difficult time even acknowledging kindness in this world so full of sickness, death, and dying and the stages in between. people that i know. people that i love. they're suffering. where's the kindness in that? WHERE?
how do i post about love and kindness and joy when there's so much WRONG with the world in which we live? i feel like i'm losing hope - that destroys me. where ARE you Lord?! do You hear my cries of despair?! why do You seem so distant - so far from where i need You to be?! i'm looking Upward to You! please, please help me to look outward and give me the words to begin to pray. to begin to see Your promise of a hope and a future.
make Your words from Psalm 142:3 ring true in my heart - to the very core of my being. only You can bring me comfort. for "when i begin to lose hope, you [already] know what i am experiencing..."
Psalm 27:13-14
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